Most Catholics would probably gasp in horror, but as I sat in mass a couple weeks ago, I realized that every bite of bread we swallow is the Body of Christ. Similarly, the ash that remains in my yard after a prescribed burn in our prairie is a cross smudged across the earth’s forehead for protection. Every sip of wine and candle can be sacred when we remember it is such, by savoring and showing our gratitude. And of course, it is all holy water.
Christine Valters Paintner’s Abbey for the Arts, hosted an Earth Psalter class, where we rewrote psalms after thoroughly studying a critical piece of our ecosystems and deeply reading the psalms. We learned about different types of psalms: praise, lamentation, proclaiming the king. I noticed that lamentations are conspicuous in their absence in our modern era of positive psychology and “power of positive thinking”. But there’s power in crying out, there is something unleashed that can only be unleashed by crying out. Certainly, now is a time for us to cry out.
Psalm 2 for the Watershed Disciple
Why do the powerful constrain you? and the peoples neglect your glory? The dominators of the earth use you for their benighted purposes And our desperation flows into you Against your irrepressible vitality and those who humbly rely upon your abundance The powerful cry out, "We have dominion over creation and make it bend to our will. Neither drought nor flood shall humble us." The living waters laugh As they roll over mighty cliffs and humble stones Sing in sloughs She scoffs at restriction She will speak to them in her wrath And terrify them in her fury. She will speak to them in her wrath And terrify them in her fury. She will speak to them in her wrath And terrify them in her fury. Washing away dams Overrunning her banks Sweeping away best laid plans I will tell the decree of the river She said to me, "You are my daughter. I flow through your veins." Ask of me and I will bring vitality to the wasteland and create abundance that is your birthright, not through hoarding and stagnation, but through my mighty flow. You shall become the torrent, and sweep them away Now therefore, dominators of the earth, be wise Be warned, powerful of the earth Serve the river in humility with trembling sink your feet into her muck and kiss her banks Or she will be angry and you will perish For her deluge will sweep you off your feet.
Psalm 23 in the Dandelion
The Lord is my dandelion, I shall not want. He breaks apart the hard soil of my heart. He pulls richness from the depths. He nourishes my soul. He shines his face toward the sun and bids me to do the same. Even though my path is shrouded in shadows, I fear no blade or poison. For you are with me, your roots accompany me in the darkness. They steady me as I grow and transform. Your rich greens fortify me, give me courage to bloom in the cracks of the sidewalk. You heal my body with your medicine and my cup overflows with your wine. Surely, the sweetness of your flowers shall follow me all the days of my life. And I shall dwell in a meadow of dandelions my whole life long.
Psalm 13: A Lament from Lamentation
How long, humans? Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me? How long can you wrestle with your thoughts and day after day have sorrow in your hearts? Without crying out for mercy. Without wailing in despair. How long will you listen to the powerful who demand Your positivity Your resilience Your compliance? Your composure serving their comfort far more than your flourishing. Look on me and answer, my embodied brethren. Turn your whole gaze upon me, Your suffering Your grief Your diminishment Your death. Don't shroud Your love Your loss Your weakness in darkness Shout it out for all to hear And know that their pain Has a companion in this world. And my enemy will say, "Always look at the bright side of life" "Turn that frown upside down" "Everything happens for a reason" My foes rejoice at your silent suffering Maintaining their comfort Ensuring you are alone in your misery. But I trust the endurance of your heart That you remember that I weave your heart into others I will sing of my despair Because my heart is broken And it is not ready to hear That's where the light gets in.
Beautiful!
I love your version of Psalm 23, a psalm that I loved as a frightened child. And I named our rescue dog Dandy, short for Dandelion. He came to us as a traumatised underweight young dog, and now he has blossomed with our love. Thank-you for this post 🙂 Penn x